When you can't shut your brain off because the one person you want to reach out to is unavailable you lie awake crying praying for sleep because in less than 4hrs you gotta be up & readying for work. Fu*k me runnin'! Gonna be an interesting day to say the least😭.
Finally get 2sleep, start having a truly beautiful dream (not that kind ya sicko😝) and dog wakes me up 2 potty... Now can't get back to sleep.. *does a MASSIVE pouty face* That dream was so good too dammit!
Still not sleeping... Can't shut my brain up... It's frustrating to say the least. However I'm still strangely upbeat... Anxious but upbeat. Wtf brain. Knock it off already.
ADHD/insomnia/fibromyalgia flare in full swing, yet I'm in a good mood 🤷. Been trying for about 3hrs to fall asleep. Yoga, meditation, melatonin. Nada. Physically I'm exhausted and NEED sleep. Cant convince my brain of this though... *Sigh*
It has been A👏DAY👏 but I eventually whipped things into shape. Except the fibromyalgia pain but that's not a shock. Now it's cozy time. I hope y'all had a good day!
Fuggin fibromyalgia keeps trying to get me down. My muscles feel like jerky, and I've had little sleep. HOWEVER... Not gonna let it win. I will win the day whilst being as gentle with myself as possible. Slow me down yes, stop me... NEVER!
I should be sleeping but me thinks I'll journal instead. Lots on my mind.... Mostly good things but a few heavy ones too. Or maybe I'll sketch.... 🤔🥱👽🫶
@aj_mclean Sending you prayers and all sorts of loving positive healing mojo your way. I took am healing from having 4nerves in my leg and foot released, a trapped nerve untrapped in my heel and Tarsal Tunnel fixed all at once yesterday. The pain is somewhat under control. Be well love. 😘