eren yeager of 🏚️twt

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[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

#shedrtwt intro...

he/him , 17

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[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

took me 5 hours to fall asleep last night. everything is getting worse.

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

@AbsoluteValerie im fighting and kicking to get out of this life 💔 get me outta here

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

i dont remember anything bad happening to me as a child to make me this way. i was just born wrong.

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

i have to be up in 6 hours but i really cant sleep. im laying here wondering why i havent died yet.

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

i want myself and any memory of me to be wiped off the face of this earth.

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

how do i talk about my feelings to someone without them getting emotional themselves? i want to say whats on my mind but i dont want to upset anyone in the process.

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

i should have died on christmas eve when i was 12. ive been a walking corpse since that day.

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

no matter how careful i keep up my external appearances, i feel like a kicked puppy every time i even get a feeling that someone may dislike me.

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

i want to die cradled in the arms of the person i love most. even if they dont love me.

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

soon enough i wont be a burden anymore. no one will have to worry about me or have to walk on eggshells around me because i cant control myself. ill be gone and they can rest.

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

the only thing that hurts worse than suicide is the act of pushing everyone away so they wont miss you when you finally do it

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

i feel so hypocritical and selfish for craving closeness and comfort while counting down the days until my suicide. i want reassurance from the very people im going to hurt the most with my actions. i cant stop these feelings anymore.

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

i dont know if i can or should open up to anyone about my plan. i dont want to drag someone into something they cant pull me out of and leave them feeling guilty or like it was their fault for anything. i just want to be heard without hurting anyone.

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

i want my last night to be a happy one. i want to laugh with friends ive missed for so long and enjoy being alive for a few hours before i can comfortably end my life.

[aiden @fyodormydear]

me when I lie

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

"abo with no slick and no mpreg" just give me an abo fic with NOTHING

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

@Ambraxas_Leva ive never written a note before even for my past attempts bc i didnt gaf... i have 3 months left to figure out wtf im gonna write 💔💔💔

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

should i tell my partner about my plans to end my life so that he can decide whether or not to stay with me or is that a really weird guilt-trippy move

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

@Ambraxas_Leva DONT BE SORRY... i just need to know wtf i do?? i dont want to hurt his feelings by ghosting him and leaving him in the dark but also ?? how tf??? do you tell someone ??? youre gonna die???

[eren yeager of 🏚️twt @akecrw3]

eating a whole ass triple dipper with a 4oz cup of ranch in the bathtub after promising i would fast im so sorry edtwt