joshu

a boy who fell in love with fictional chars. and having delusional thoughts.

[joshu @akzk_josh]

done

[joshu @akzk_josh]

Bigla napa ako ngiti (feels relief) kasabay ko sila minsan pagsakay ng jeep pauwi. nambibigla ako nalulungkot, almost got me cried when im at home na. Trying to express my emotions but I cant. A man never cry. But okay lang yan madami pa dyan ea. Just move forward self.

[joshu @akzk_josh]

This day today, (Sept 30) Harap-harapan ko siya kinausap habang mga kaibigan nya nasa likod naglalakad pati kami. That day sinabe q "crush mo nga ako e" then turns out im wrong, I'm the one dpat magka gusto sakanya, tapos. Bigla nagbago ihip ng hangin. It was a joke all along.

[joshu @akzk_josh]

Ngayon araw, (Sept 29) dito ko na nilalabas yung feelings ko sakanya (while nasa ojt) pero mahina loob ko, bakit? siguro torpe ako, mahina makipag socialize, o ayaw ko lang aminin. Somehow, crushback ko sana siya. Di ko talaga alam ang nangyayari. Pero sinubukan ko

[joshu @akzk_josh]

di naman ako may gusto sumali ih.

[joshu @akzk_josh]

putangina yan. ako pa pinili maging mr. goodwill nagmumukha tanga ako dun.

[joshu @akzk_josh]

Mas maigi, focus muna sa sarili kesa magjowa agad d nmn sa minamadali, pero it takes some time.

[joshu @akzk_josh]

ayan tayo hilig sa cram para kumilos e, ituloy lang para maipasa to.

[joshu @akzk_josh]

nahuli pa nga ako ng supervisor nabili sa wais di kulong

[joshu @akzk_josh]

Draining

[reiu @rriuette]

Paimon's notes

[joshu @akzk_josh]

sa wakas, nareach q na mg sa tagal paglalaro ko for almost 8 yrs

[Cioccolatodorima (Comms closed atm) @cioccolato_kun]

I guess, I had to feed myself 😭

[joshu @akzk_josh]

"She will be loved - maroon 5" song cover by mnl48 sarinabels

[joshu @akzk_josh]

"Paki Sabi - Sunkissed Lola" cover by mnl48sarinabels

[joshu @akzk_josh]

Once again, song request "sanctuary" cover by mnl48 sarina.

[joshu @akzk_josh]

The only Shade Cover By MNL48 Sarina

[joshu @akzk_josh]

@mnl48_toni Jusq andami nangyayari parang sa shakeys

[joshu @akzk_josh]

manood kaya superbook buong araw.

[ludwig @LudwigAhgren]

gawr gura fucking retire d whats teh fucking point fucking donald trump