to my friends: I know you’re used to me ranting about my problems since the day you met me and you’re sure that I’m capable and that I’m strong, but please know that even if I’m built like that, I need someone to lean on not just someone who assumes I can get through it
can’t even post something on social media, can’t appreciate myself, can’t watch films to enjoy, can’t feel the feelings I have, can’t say anything, can’t tell people how much it hurts, can’t tell my friends how I feel, can’t even feel pain for being an outcast