Nobody likes you when you're depressed.
Plain and simple. We can talk all day about mental health and how important it is, but the moment you are depressed, people start to distance themselves. They see you as negative, a burden, and someone too heavy to handle.
The love I received from my gma will never be replicated from anyone else on this earth. That lady had such a big heart and not a single negative bone in her body. She was my #1 supporter and was always there for me, and raised me more than my own parents tbh.