Tell me why I’m watching @Broadside_ and next thing you know someone taps me on my shoulder and it’s @devinpapadol asking me to help her up to crowd surf. Talk about being starstruck. Holy shit.
suicidal ideation is crazy cause why am i eating a breakfast english muffin and thinking about blowing my shit smoove off. like nothing bad is even happening
the worst thing about being chronically suicidal is that you don't plan for the future because you are just planning to be dead. and then it's the future and you are not dead and you've just totally fucked up your life for no reason
I DONT WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE GOING TO WORK I WANT TO SPEND MY TIME PLAYING COZY GAMES, GETTING MYSELF A LIL TREAT, READING BOOKS, AND TAKING A NAP WHENEVER I FEEL LIKE IT!!!!