I’ve been sick for over like 2 weeks now and today I just couldn’t take it anymore so I finally made an appointment and the receptionist guy got mad at me for waiting so long to come in 😭 like okay what are you my mom 😂
Working out at the gym without my trainer gives me so much anxiety 😭 I wanted to be there for an hour but could only last 30 minutes without feeling too overwhelmed but I’m glad I at least made the 30 minutes.
It’s so crazy to me to be face timing Kendall and she’s talking to me about boys and secrets and is growing up to a full teenager and I just picture her as a baby still 😭
Today was suppose to be the day we announced to the rest of friends and family on social media about blueberry.. and on my way to work this morning I got a speeding ticket. Happy Freekin Cinco de Mayo 🙃
Literally Greys anatomy is killing me tonight. An episode said “If love was enough i’de still be here” and then another episode said “ I feel like one of those people who’s so miserable they can’t be around normal people. Like I’ll infect the happy people” 💔
Everywhere I look and turn someone else is having a baby and I want to be happy for them but it just breaks my heart even more each time. I hate this. It’s just not fair..
This whole process this past week has been so damn traumatizing and painful I truly don’t know how anyone would ever try again. I just can’t ever imagine going through this again.