been losing my mind. been loving life and hating every second of my days. but not really. i feel a rush every now and then. i’m not sure what my brain has been doing.
my life is nowhere near where i want it to be but i still just feel so grateful to be here right now. to show up most days trying my best to just make it happen for myself. the rough days make me appreciate the radiant ones. i pray i can give myself the life i feel i deserve.