I feel so ugly after reacting off of anger. That’s why i just dead a lot of situations & keep my distance. It’s so much more peaceful , I can’t even afford to respond to things the way I used to.
We too old to be out here cheating and sneaking around… just leave the relationship if you unhappy. If you single, you can do whatever tf you want 🤦🏻♀️
my trauma didn’t make me strong it turned me into someone who’s always paranoid, anxious, and doesn’t know how to properly relax without feeling guilty.