i feel like the older u get,the more quiet you become. Life humbles you so deeply as you age. You realize how much nonsense you've wasted time on. You start to accept things for what they really are. You stop forcing friendships & connections with people & you just learn to grow!
once you betray me, you lose that version you once had of me forever. whether i choose to forgive you or not, you'll never get that same me again and it's not even intentional.. my heart won't love you the same, my soul would tolerate you the same & my mind won't ever forget it.
one of my biggest toxic traits is that when i'm going through something, i tend to stop talking to everyone until i'm okay. when i'm okay i'll start communicating againg like nothing happened. it's not me being off with you, i just deal with things better when i'm alone