Put God in remembrance of what He promised, not what you feel like, not what a relative said, but what God said. Psalm 86 says, “God is full of kindness, and great in mercy. The Lord is good to all.”
God wants to help you. He wants to heal you, to free you, to increase you, to take you places that you’ve never dreamed. He’s longing to be good to you. Look to Him as your Source.