being a sexually liberated woman that’s genuinely unashamed of her desires makes you realize the majority of men are not “freaky” at all. they sexualize and objectify, but know nothing about providing *true* pleasure or intimacy. just overly horned out and boring.
White ppl don’t include you in their shows because you are not a part of their life experience, no matter how badly you want to be. Thats why you arent in their media as their friends or love interests. They dont think about you outside of racism.