aliana nicqle

[aliana nicqle @aliananicqle]

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me - Philippians 4:13

[aliana nicqle @aliananicqle]

and honestly, i don’t know what to do anymore, or even what to feel. i surrender. the only thing i can feel right now is that i’m so tired.

[aliana nicqle @aliananicqle]

know that i was nice, then nicer, then patient, then understanding, then forgiving. and after all that, i was fucking over it.

[aliana nicqle @aliananicqle]

crazy how everything really does happen for a reason. it was a privilege to finally see the bigger picture and understand why everything had to unfold the way it did.

[aliana nicqle @aliananicqle]

for now, i don’t know what to do. i just want to place everything in God’s hands and trust His plans and the work He is doing in my life, even when i don’t understand where He is leading me.

[aliana nicqle @aliananicqle]

the guilt i have, and shame on him.

[aliana nicqle @aliananicqle]

such a hard pill to swallow, but i’ll swallow it anyway.

[aliana nicqle @aliananicqle]

Lord, as i step into this new month, i choose to walk through it with faith. i may not know what each day will bring, but i know Who walks beside me.

[aliana nicqle @aliananicqle]

i would do so much to receive that kind of message and experience that kind of moment with you again.

[aliana nicqle @aliananicqle]

i don’t want it to sting anymore

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it will all work out

[aliana nicqle @aliananicqle]

i thank God for giving me ambitions that scare me, dreams that stretch me, and goals that require more of me than i think i have.

[aliana nicqle @aliananicqle]

and for now, i’ll embrace the life i have. i’ll face this pain, allow myself to grieve, and cherish this season of solitude. i’ll use this time to grow, heal, and become the woman i’m meant to be—the woman God is calling me to become.

[aliana nicqle @aliananicqle]

i’m gonna be more active here than on my other social media accounts. i don’t want to have access to other people from now on.

[aliana nicqle @aliananicqle]

left him alone after he thought i couldn’t