koen gak perlu merasa unworthy cuma karna someone failed to appreciate ur existence. sometimes someone memperlakukan kita sakkarep e dewe until we think "aku kurang apa sih?", being hurt by someone doesn't mean you weren't enough.
Psikiater gw pernah bilang : “Kenapa kamu suka mengisolasi diri ketika km depresi, karna ketika km kecil dan di-abuse sama orang tua km, km gak tau harus mencari comfort kemana dan gak ada yg comforting km juga”
DAMN….. 🤯
semua orang akan nunjukin sisi enjoy sama fun saat ngejalani hari-harinya.
but… who knows kalau setiap malemnya selalu ngerasa sedih, ngarasa spark di hidup udah mulai hilang. i always confused about my life and always afraid to take the first step lost my spark a while ago but no one noticed because i try to be the brightest person they'll meet.
when lu sadar lu punya potensi yang gede banget, tapi udah ga punya ambisi lagi karena energi lu udah abis cuma buat bertahan di survival mode instead of growing 😔😔
gua pernah denger, if you don't learn the lesson, the cycle repeats. selama lo belum sadar kalau pattern itu salah, semesta bakal terus ngirimin lu orang yang sama dengan ending yang sama persis. basically, you’re stuck in a loop until you finally wake up.