my brother died of a fentanyl overdose a few weeks ago. addiction is so insidious and has ruined my life in so many ways. I hope this will be its final blow. I will beat this for my brother.
test your drugs with cheap fentanyl test strips, and keep narcan on you. stay safe 💞
Had a long, emotional day today- getting ready to film a 1 hour custom and if I'm feeling up to it I will cam after. Super duper sleepy - have a feeling I will sleep wonderfully tonight :)
@eeveefrost it makes it hurt so much worse though when people are awful, like i can't believe people can be like that lol. but anyway - i am sorry for you too, and i am wishing you more enjoyable dating app ventures and less losers/weirdos <3
@eeveefrost i think i am naïvely trusting and believe people are usually good, which unfortunately lands me in trouble :( i totally understand your point of view and i'm gonna think about having that approach instead
@eeveefrost i think my reasoning for doing it was to "weed out" people who wouldn't want to date a "whore" lol but maybe it has an unintended effect/consequence...
@eeveefrost also my boyfriends found through more "natural means" have been pretty horrible enough about it already. i saw you mention being financially exploited in past relationships due to your work - can relate
@eeveefrost im sorry you are also experiencing this, very annoying. i have had several boyfriends during my sex work career but have never used a dating site before. i'm up front about my work to avoid certain issues so i hate when this happens
soooo it turns out several nights of piss poor sleep will eventually band together and erase an entire day of productivity plans (ones you were excited about, no less!)
good news is I slept well and will be online tonight :)
All right now I'm not not going to try to over-sell myself.
I got no sleep yesterday, can would've been uncomfortable.
I apparently got a good 8 hours of sleep now... so im getting ready to sign on :)