I do not love the bright sword for its sharpness, nor the arrow for its swiftness, nor the warrior for his glory. I love only that which they defend.
J.R.R. Tolkien, The Two Towers
The dream shatters into a thousand pieces,
Felt alive as it spoke to me in its unforgiven descent,
Purpose to fulfillment stands aside,
As this moment redeems all versions of the present,
Whatever the cost, of gain & the lost,
Takes a soul to redeem another, certain of absolution
Does a chip caught in a wave say where it's going,
There's no cause and effect in the oracle,
Causes become occasions or convections and confluences,
Places where the currents meet - Frank Herbert, Dune messiah
Try and be a sheet of paper with nothing on it.
Be a spot of ground where nothing is growing,
Where something might be planted,
A seed, possibly, from the Absolute.
The fragile vial - rumi
Fire and lightning race across the heavens,
I'm descending from the place that I knew,
Will the impact kill me and bring me to my end?,
What will come of my coup?
Gravity slave - seraphim
"And then I feel the sun itself
as it blazes over the hills,
like a million flowers on fire β
clearly Iβm not needed,
yet I feel myself turning
into something of inexplicable value."
β Mary Oliver
Halos are like icebergs, huge structures partially hidden in the angel's brain. Sometimes they flip, golden disks sinking below the skull, revealing dream-colored, branching pastel underlight
The hallowing of Pain
Like hallowing of Heaven,
Obtains at a corporeal costβββ
The Summit is not given
To Him who strives severe
At middle of the Hillβββ
But He who has achieved the Topβββ
Allβββis the price of All β
Particles of a lifeline that sustained its grasp on the world to wield the chains
An ever collapsing & growing field of thoughts sewed to employ the way
Stalls in regress, cherished & unbent, as outlawed by entanglement
& choices procured for all that happens next ceases to exist
Of moments wasted waiting away for a sign to fill up on hope
A few stand serene amidst the self destruction that evolves
A lasting peace of sorts, to ends that do not part in halves
& faith binds fulfilled, a karma to galvanize purpose to instill,
Its source of life in emptiness