i feel so alone i try i do really try to be out more to be with people but they aren’t the people i would be with It’s so unfair i don’t even feel connected with my own family i feel so unhappy, but i have everything in life. Love and care yet i don’t feel it or want it from them
— but i should be grateful i am i know people have it worse so it makes me feel worthless, i genuinely don’t matter in this big world. There will always be a lot going on and other things than what im dealing with. No one has time for me
i don’t understand my feelings no one seems to understand or listen i don’t know what’s wrong with me i just want them to know how i feel and what im experiencing and living with its a nightmare