cyd.

only for the brave.

[cyd. @allcydsays]

I left a part of me in 2015 and I don't think I'll ever get it back

[kenz satellite owner #1 @esnyvocalss]

take me back

[☆ Liz ☆ @rogueskimo]

It’s been a week. That week has simultaneously lasted 5 minutes and 5 years. I still can’t believe this is our new reality.

[Ashton Irwin @Ashton5SOS]

such a sunken heart feeling, my thoughts are with his family, partner, and the other 1D guys, and all of you. I feel at times I had a front row seat back in the day to watching Liam light up lives with his performances with the band. Gone to soon. This is just horrible

[rosie ౨ৎ @stars4louu]

tiktok is a bit too relatable

[sila's LEMONADE 🍋 @lightoflou]

you know when your heart feels so heavy at random times like when you're studying, eating, walking, or just sitting down and kinda realize once again that he's gone?? like seriously this is the worst feeling ever

[lily 𐙚๋࣭˚࿔ @angelfromeroda]

this is the liam payne i want everyone to remember ❤️‍🩹

[Ashton Irwin @Ashton5SOS]

Been thinking on my times with Liam and how kind he was to me, wether backstage, passing by at an airport, he always made the time, I feel super confused by his passing and I’m finding it so hard to sum up the way it feels, such a massive loss for many.

[Ashton Irwin @Ashton5SOS]

I’ve been afraid to share my feelings publicly cause it terrifies me, but all I’m trying to say is at the end of the day, I am really really thankful for those early days touring with him and seeing the world the way we did was a dream come true

[cyd. @allcydsays]

ouch ☹️

[Vicky ◟̽◞̽ @yellowheartLWT]

It's the third morning without Liam and it still feels like a repetitive nightmare waiting for someone to wake me up or say it was a joke

[ivone @wilmoniall]

everyone keeps talking about “the little girl inside of me” “the teenage girl inside of me” like no, me right now, the adult version of me is grieving liam, adult me still is a directioner 100% i have never stopped loving and listening to them for a day in my life

[kate 💋🪩 @woahkate]

it’s crazy how people heard the news about liam and moved on with their lives almost immediately, meanwhile i’m stuck in this weird haze where i forget about it for a few minutes and then i remember and it feels like a knife to the chest again

[lils ꨄ @lilstpwk]

this is so weird bc usually when you’re grieving you have your family/ friends who can comfort you because they are feeling the same as you, but this time, literally no one around you feels the same as you, so it’s like no one can comfort u besides these people across the screen

[sonia 🎞️ @rekresja]

eleanor calder, danielle peazer, sophia smith, perrie edwards, 5sos. this is not what I meant when I said i need 2013 to come back

[floor ◟̽◞̽ ໑̣ @Tomlinbucks]

those 5 years that one direction was together, felt like the longest 5 years of my life. the excitement of getting home and logging in just to see what they were up to, the back to back events they were at that always provided new content, it just.. was so much fun as a fan

[sam :) kattdo @L0NELYINCHICAGO]

me crying in my bedroom at night away from everyone because no one irl can understand the pain im going through

[cyd. @allcydsays]

this hits hard

[nee ໑ is so sweet @loussun28_]

all of our ability to act like nothing happened in front of parents or public should be studied. because I know we're all falling apart the moment we're alone, i definitely am.