airless

Broken, but trying my best

[the circus @LovelyFilters]

to my future self:

when we meet
i hope i am better
but if i'm not
i hope you are kinder

[airless @alldeadnow_]

Stupidly loving you, still

[airless @alldeadnow_]

I hate you so fucking much it makes me want to die

[airless @alldeadnow_]

Is she alive? They ask.
No. She died long ago.

[airless @alldeadnow_]

Wakeless in the night, thinking of you touching her

[flood @afloodofblood]

stop looking back. it's over.

[airless @alldeadnow_]

Dregs of my last feeling down the drain

[Vincent Van Gone @VVanGone]

I barely know me anymore

[† know your devil † @knowyourdevil]

a succubus visited my dream last night
she was bright and dark and beautiful
she led me through the Garden of Earthly Delights
and the rest I dare not speak

[Vincent Van Gone @VVanGone]

how do we love
in times like these?

[airless @alldeadnow_]

And I can't wait until I become nothing entirely

[airless @alldeadnow_]

All I am is nothing

[airless @alldeadnow_]

Past times include: torturing myself until I want to die

[airless @alldeadnow_]

Where do you turn when even music doesn't feel like it can save you?

[airless @alldeadnow_]

Just shy of sure

[aria @herbluelullaby]

I don't know how to forget every moment of sadness.

[airless @alldeadnow_]

But for some reason I don't want to

[airless @alldeadnow_]

I need to work past this, so I can get over you

[airless @alldeadnow_]

I hate you so much it makes me sick

[airless @alldeadnow_]

let me forget about you, god knows i need to