i am deep into heated rivalry edits on tiktok and i keep seeing videos of ppl acting like they’re in threat universe pulling larry level sleuthing and reality cross over skits and it is genuinely sending me into a PSYCHOSIS
important to him and who he was important to; i still can’t believe this is real and have never so badly wished time travel was real and that someone could have been there to be his guardian angel
i hope his soul is at peace and am sending nothing but love to the people who knew him personally and hope the media can give them the privacy they deserve; while we know the things we know now about him, he didn’t deserve death and was still a human w people who were
take a love ones life and feeling completely helpless that you couldn’t do something to help prevent it; addiction is a disease and to know that someone possibly gave him something and so much to make him so out of it makes me even angrier
after processing this for a couple days it really does pain me that he was all alone and now finding out he was probably unconscious when he fell, i wish people saw his cries for help and could’ve been there for him, it’s no one’s fault but there were so many things that could
have prevented it beforehand; my teenage self is emotionally drained from trying to process this and my adult self wishes people are held accountable if there were outside forces involved; it angers me so much as someone who has seen the combo of addiction&depression first hand