Couldn't get to sleep for shit last night, tossing and turning, at first I couldn't figure out why, then it got me like a tidalal wave of emotional brick walls. .. the anniversary of my mom's death is coming up after Christmas, she was 47, I'm 40, and all I want to do is spend every moment I have with my babies, because you never know when you're time is up. But instead, I'm forced thanks to this evil system, to work 12 hr shifts gone 15 hr days, and I won't get to spend any time with my babies until Thursday-Saturday... and it's not enough it never will be enough time with them. I hate this system, I hate what humanity has allowed our world to become. Time with our babies is more important corporate BULLSHIT and delusion of money's value. It's not real. Our children are real. Our love is real. This system is a broken-ass lie that destroys the value of life.
I'm just gonna say it, they're should be a grant for those who have been subjected to childhood incest/ molestation. Studies show those victims of such are at an irrevocable disadvantage to pretty much everyone. Talk about privilege.