Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎

rrbyf | radioapple and lucilith connoisseur

[Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎 @alludawn]

https://t.co/hYMoH7fcmL

[Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎 @alludawn]

wowwww I had a lot of fun with this au...can't wait to see how canon does things.

[Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎 @alludawn]

I was listening to karma earlier today and realized hey...mizisua remind me a lot of my unhealthy codependent lucilith dynamic

it's a whole thing but essentially Eden Lucifer haunts the narrative; it takes Lilith a while for her to accept she's "clinging" to a ghost

like this

[Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎 @alludawn]

And for a while they lasted together by piling what they could over the scars they endured so they could forget all about it — until Charlie's birth, which forced them to see each other for what they had become.

Cue Eden Lucifer haunting Lilith.

[Owlbian🇹🇷 | CEO OF LESBIAN SERA @uglyassowl]

@multishipperali Him doing it intentionally or not isn’t important when it clearly impacted Charlie the same regardless

[Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎 @alludawn]

this is also why if we are getting an eden flashback in s3 I'll probably die because we'll be seeing a part of Lucifer that he won't ever get back.

[Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎 @alludawn]

being a Lucifer fan who can acknowledge his wrongs AND problems is hard because there are SO many times where he *really* angers me for all the mistakes he's made + refuses to improve, but then I also remember he's not well at all and it makes me so terribly sad. ->

[Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎 @alludawn]

- the fact that said frustrations are a result of untreated depression. And, it hurts because it makes us feel powerless when the person is so far gone that they're unable to help themselves too.

Anyway those are my 2 cents. I liked writing this one.

[Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎 @alludawn]

being a Lucifer fan who can acknowledge his wrongs AND problems is hard because there are SO many times where he *really* angers me for all the mistakes he's made + refuses to improve, but then I also remember he's not well at all and it makes me so terribly sad. ->

[Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎 @alludawn]

it's just one of those things that happen to align perfectly with real world people and I guess that's why I love Lucifer so much; he's an accurate portrayal.

I can't excuse what he does and people like Charlie have EVERY right to be mad right? But we can also acknowledge ->

[Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎 @alludawn]

@fxncy_ooh YES!! great example

[Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎 @alludawn]

when Jeremy said radioapple were going to have a song together in some capacity, I immediately thought of one of those songs where 2 people aren't exactly having a duet, but their parts are mirrors of each other. iykwim.

it's something I've been thinking abt for a while now too

[Devi @applefawn]

"This man, this child, this sweet sweet boy, needs some friends."

YOU KNOW WHO ALSO NEEDS FRIENDS A-💥💥🔫

[silver!! 🌷 @voxalatte]

Actually did loved #velvette ’s 💗💗!!!

[Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎 @alludawn]

she's also ace to me #projecting

[Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎 @alludawn]

ughhh one can only dream. aro lily is very dear to me

[Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎 @alludawn]

so I already headcanon Lilith as aromantic, but I saw someone specifically headcanon her as lithromantic, and that made me wonder...

there's NO way it's going to happen, but I think it'd be cute if Alastor's asexuality journey was also Lilith's aromantic one.

[Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎 @alludawn]

and it's cute because you'd never expect an aro/ace self-discovery journey to be the thing that makes the 2 most powerful sinners in hell to interact.

[Yari 📻🍎/🍐🍎 @alludawn]

so I already headcanon Lilith as aromantic, but I saw someone specifically headcanon her as lithromantic, and that made me wonder...

there's NO way it's going to happen, but I think it'd be cute if Alastor's asexuality journey was also Lilith's aromantic one.