Zoe

27y/o💜MDNI (will block)💜I twt about my interests/thoughts/daily bs💜just trying to get through life one day at a time

[Owen Shroyer @OwenShroyer1776]

I have a feeling they're building the surveillance state because they're going to do something so unpopular it'll be the only way to keep us subdued.

[ᛝ 𝘺𝘶𝘬𝘬𝘪 🔪ᵎᵎ edrtwt ꒷꒦ @pervyuyu]

fuck being afab i just wish i were a tall skinny guy with a big dick

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Literally stoppped caring

[vee ᢉ𐭩 @mqlefantqsy]

people who use their real names on here scare me like how are you not paranoid of someone finding ur acc

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

I don’t think I’m mentally ill because, objectively, the world is going to hell.
I will take the titles if I can manage to make it more tolerable because I put myself in a position where I now have a kid who looks up to and depends on me to be as collected and whole as I can be

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

I don’t go out because I hate being monitored. There’s invisible eyes on me all the time.
The flock cameras, the cameras in every grocery aisle, the camera on my laptop and phone.
I have no privacy anywhere and it really makes it hard to live.

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

((Not my art))

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Barely ate all week and just slammed a whole box of velveta Mac n cheese. Omg I been shitting nonstop since.
It hurts

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

I have no idea where I got in this world and with the way the world is going, I have no desire to try

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Highest: 250lbs
Lowest Ever: 8lbs
Lowest of my adult life: 120lbs
Current goal: get back to 180lbs and spiral from there

[springflingana @springflingana]

what is the heaviest and smallest you’ve been? ♡

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

I think i wanna just go starve to death in the woods and let the bugs eat my body.

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

I have to see this therapist one on one at least two more fucking times. And I’m fucking mad.
I wanna climb thru the screen and punch her.
Pissing me off with that bullshit

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Fuckass therapist asking me why I’m not dating my ex.
Like bro I tried. Repeatedly. We’re better as friends and friends only.
I’ve got a kid now.
I just needed closure that like that part of my life is over because I got so used to him being my person.
And now my husband is.

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Group was a bitch.
I’m mad at everyone today.
How dare I be confronted about myself by myself

[Jason Bassler @JasonBassler1]

They want you to believe your voice doesn't matter.

Yet in just the last few days:

-LAPD canceled its Flock contract.

-Meta cancelled Muse Image AI after privacy outrage.

-One of the largest planned U.S. data centers was killed (PW Digital Gateway) by local opposition.

The surveillance state isn't inevitable.

It advances when people are apathetic.
It retreats when people fight back.

Public pressure works. Keep pushing.

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Despite the hell I went thru last night. I must smoke tonight. Not because I want to, but because it’s my routine. And I’ll be damned if I don’t sleep because I broke routine

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

I’m going with edible induced panic attack after I got stuck in a severe self-deprecating episode

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Is the edible too strong or am I experiencing mild psychosis?

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Holy shit I’m in a really negative thought loop rn.

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Is the edible too strong or am I experiencing mild psychosis?