Friend said I look thinner today… hopefully shes not lying 💔 my cal limit for the rest of the next upcoming months is 500-600, September lock in here I come !
Went to my friends house for dinner & ate way over cal limit sigh… but since this my first time hanging out w someone in a month, I felt like I should make it more about memories and fun 💔
Feeling like a pig but! Ill just get back on track tomorrow 🩷🧁 !
Anyway I love shopkins, my chest hurts and I feel like if I died maybe I have a chance to reincarnate w an actual family & loved ones LOL maybe im crazy who knows… anyway love you oomfs Im just using twt as my diary now pardon me 🩷
I wish i had a normal happy family & the feeling of stability in daily life so bad ! I have no dad and only a mom thats jobless, and doesn’t do anything for me, no other family members at all other than 12 y/o my half sister that I never see, I am so lonely ! I want a family !
I know I can create my own family and my own stability if I work hard enough, but I just want someone I can rely on forever too, someone who will stay w me through the thick & thin, I just want a happy life and someone who will always take care of me ! I feel so ill 💔💔💔