It doesn't matter if it takes years.
What the fuck else are you going to do?
You aren't going to learn, create, experiment, grow, and everything that makes life enjoyable because you have something better to be doing?
Your mind is playing tricks on you.
The antidote for brain rot is books.
The antidote for brain rot is books.
The antidote for brain rot is books.
The antidote for brain rot is books.
The antidote for brain rot is books.
The antidote for brain rot is books.
The antidote for brain rot is books.