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19. Don’t

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idk man

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I can't even sleep no matter how tired I am

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I'm so tired

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"everyone's falling in love and I'm falling behind" is what laufey said I think
yea real
so real

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@flatfishyfarts I love crying it's so comfy

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I realized that if I did it I'm not gonna leave a not or a message I'm just exiting

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guess I don't really need to delete my socials to be fully alone
I only have an Egyptian guy asking for money in my dms

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this white noise shit on youtube is so ass it's so annoying and it doesn't even work

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why do I wake up to instant shit
I really hate it all

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seriously just kill me?

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I just can't wait until this is over
please just end

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accepting the fact that I'm probably never going to be a father even though I want it so so bad is sad
and the way I try to not be envious when I see happy families with cute little babies and be happy for them is even sadder... I think

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maybe

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my toxic trait is assuming people will eventually get tired of me

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@offprozac aw thank you

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it's so lonely
even around people I feel lonely
I was happy a friend invited me finally but now I feel like shit

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fuck sleep
I'm not going to sleep
fuck it all

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I'm so fucking pathetic

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what if I got soooo good at something that redbull sponsored me
bro I'd be such a good advertiser for them

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I WANT CURTAINS
I DON'T LIKE WAKING UP TO A SLAP OF SUNLIGHT