as my final act of love, I will give you the silence that you have been asking for , I won’t reach out to you
i won’t send you those late-night texts when my chest feels heavy, I will swallow all the words I’m dying to say and let you live your life as if I was never a part of it
If my absence is what brings you peace then I will quietly disappear
Como último acto de amor, te confieso que siempre me quedaré con las ganas de haber vivido una vida contigo, porque, en el fondo, yo sí quería que fueras tú.
i think I met the saddest version of myself this year. I’ve been feeling so drained, emotional, and lost lately. I don’t even recognize myself sometimes.
i cry over things I used to be strong enough to handle, and honestly, I hate feeling this sensitive. I keep telling everyone I’m okay, but deep down, I know I’m not.
i miss the old me the one who was happier, lighter, and didn’t overthink everything. I miss having a genuine spark in me.