Alan Ilae

There is no limit to my thoughts.

[Alan Ilae @alsteveilae]

@liadreaamy 40

[Alan Ilae @alsteveilae]

@waitmaya So no one got 31?

[Alan Ilae @alsteveilae]

Bad things happen to bad people, right?
So if bad things happen to me, there are things I have to change about my life, right?

Or do bad things just... happen?

[Alan Ilae @alsteveilae]

I always get what I deserve.

The same goes for everyone else.

[Alan Ilae @alsteveilae]

@ATRightMovies

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These refs make it so hard to be a defender in the NFL

[Alan Ilae @alsteveilae]

@FBGreatMoments Would be Waianae...
And we call that a "Katoosh"

[Alan Ilae @alsteveilae]

@sabsthesav *Most Magical. "Happiest" is on the other coast ☝️🤓

[Alan Ilae @alsteveilae]

@TheCxdy Wale / Ab-Soul - Keep it Moving

[Alan Ilae @alsteveilae]

🎵 @MacaMyroni + @samv_1010 🎵
Make it happen uce

[Alan Ilae @alsteveilae]

Press [F] to pay your damn respects
@JalenHurts

[Alan Ilae @alsteveilae]

I'm gonna start using random people's posted workouts to motivate my own.

I NEED to have a faster 5-mile run than an elementary school teacher who's 10 years younger and 50 pounds lighter than I am.

[Alan Ilae @alsteveilae]

I'm just venting, though. I'll be alright tomorrow.
GGs we go again.

[Alan Ilae @alsteveilae]

I find it difficult to have my feelings validated. Most people will make me feel stupid, or I will always be wrong in their eyes. I can't truly express myself to anyone if I don't think they're on my side.

It's in those moments when I feel alone in the world.

[Alan Ilae @alsteveilae]

I know I can be a lot to deal with emotionally. I will have my bad moments, big or small, but still significant. If I feel that I have become a burden to those around me, I shut myself down. It's a defense mechanism. I know it doesn't solve anything, but it helps me feel safe.

[PARTYNEXTDOOR @partynextdoor]

no point being mad at me, I barely give a fuck

[Alan Ilae @alsteveilae]

How lonely do you have to be, where no matter what you do, you have to be on the phone with someone?

[Alan Ilae @alsteveilae]

@MacaMyroni Sun Goes Down 🔥🔥🤌🤙🔥🔥

[Chris @iamchriscorooo]

what’s it called when ur delusional but self aware