i hope all the exhaustion we’ve been carrying will be rewarded with something good. i want to believe that all this effort is building something meaningful for us & it will make sense later because the strength we keep pouring into today will find its way back to us somehow.
you can literally wake up one day and be like “actually, fuck everything ab my past and the self-sabotaging identity i had” and decide to live an entirely new life and be some1 who always fucking wins. it doesn’t take a feeling or breakthrough moment or epiphany. only a decision.
When you finally realize that someone’s behavior has more to do with their internal struggle than it ever did with you, you learn grace. You also naturally learn detachment as well.
sometimes you really just have to thank the universe for surrounding you with gay friends rather than straight men bcs there's no way i could deal with evilness and narcissism of such manchild 😇🙏🏻