رفيقتنا اسراء جبر منذ رحيلك وأنا اتردد الكتابة عنك
لا أريد سبقاً صحفياً على حساب معرفتي بك..
ولا أن يغدو الكتابة لمآل آخر! لكن حق علينا أن نرثيكي فكل رجل عظيم خلفه سيدة عظيمة وكنت أنت هي..
تلك الجميلة الهادئة الرقيقة محال أن يتخيل أحد أنها زوجة أسطورة وقدوة كأبوعبيدة..
أذكر يوماً بعد يوم تدريبي في الاعلام أخبرتني أن زوجها سيأتي لاصطحابها شخصت عيني من مكانها "الملثلم!؟" قلتها في قلبي فلا يمكن أن أتحدث بمعلومة كهذه حتى مع من تعرف أني أعرف..
نزلنا سوياً وصلنا الباب ووصلت سيارته ودعتها وأدرت ظهري لا أريد أن ألمحه حتى لا أريد تحمل عبئ معلومة كهذه..
ونحن عالم حواء قلما لا نسقط في حوار أو كلمة!
دعوت الله من قلبي يومها أن يحميكم ويحفظكم لبعض ويخرج من صلبكم خلفاً بعد عمر طويل لأبوعبيدة..
شاء القدر أن يأخذكم كلكم دفعة واحدة..دون ابراهيم ليكون باذن الله خير خلف لخير سلف
عظم الله أجر قلوبنا..
This is my will and my final message. If these words reach you, know that Israel has succeeded in killing me and silencing my voice. First, peace be upon you and Allah’s mercy and blessings.
Allah knows I gave every effort and all my strength to be a support and a voice for my people, ever since I opened my eyes to life in the alleys and streets of the Jabalia refugee camp. My hope was that Allah would extend my life so I could return with my family and loved ones to our original town of occupied Asqalan (Al-Majdal). But Allah’s will came first, and His decree is final. I have lived through pain in all its details, tasted suffering and loss many times, yet I never once hesitated to convey the truth as it is, without distortion or falsification—so that Allah may bear witness against those who stayed silent, those who accepted our killing, those who choked our breath, and whose hearts were unmoved by the scattered remains of our children and women, doing nothing to stop the massacre that our people have faced for more than a year and a half.
I entrust you with Palestine—the jewel in the crown of the Muslim world, the heartbeat of every free person in this world. I entrust you with its people, with its wronged and innocent children who never had the time to dream or live in safety and peace. Their pure bodies were crushed under thousands of tons of Israeli bombs and missiles, torn apart and scattered across the walls.
I urge you not to let chains silence you, nor borders restrain you. Be bridges toward the liberation of the land and its people, until the sun of dignity and freedom rises over our stolen homeland. I entrust you to take care of my family. I entrust you with my beloved daughter Sham, the light of my eyes, whom I never got the chance to watch grow up as I had dreamed.
I entrust you with my dear son Salah, whom I had wished to support and accompany through life until he grew strong enough to carry my burden and continue the mission.
I entrust you with my beloved mother, whose blessed prayers brought me to where I am, whose supplications were my fortress and whose light guided my path. I pray that Allah grants her strength and rewards her on my behalf with the best of rewards.
I also entrust you with my lifelong companion, my beloved wife, Umm Salah (Bayan), from whom the war separated me for many long days and months. Yet she remained faithful to our bond, steadfast as the trunk of an olive tree that does not bend—patient, trusting in Allah, and carrying the responsibility in my absence with all her strength and faith.
I urge you to stand by them, to be their support after Allah Almighty. If I die, I die steadfast upon my principles. I testify before Allah that I am content with His decree, certain of meeting Him, and assured that what is with Allah is better and everlasting.
O Allah, accept me among the martyrs, forgive my past and future sins, and make my blood a light that illuminates the path of freedom for my people and my family. Forgive me if I have fallen short, and pray for me with mercy, for I kept my promise and never changed or betrayed it.
Do not forget Gaza… And do not forget me in your sincere prayers for forgiveness and acceptance.
Anas Jamal Al-Sharif
06.04.2025
This is what our beloved Anas requested to be published upon his martyrdom.
جريمة مكتملة الأركان ارتكبها جنود المحتل المجرم بقتل طفل قطع 12 كيلومتر مشيًا للحصول على المساعدات من مصائد الموت ثم قبّل يد الضابط لأمريكي المستقيل من "مؤسسة غزة الإنسانية" أنتوني أغيلار للحصول على المساعدات، بعدها قتل الجنود أمير في نفس المكان..
حتى قبل أن يوصل المساعدات لأهله!
لم أتخيله يومًا إلا فتى به ثأرٌ وشجن، به حزن يلازمه، وهم يزاحمه، وشغل يملأ عقله، وخطةٌ تنضج في رأسه، كأن كل الرجال الذين قُتلوا كانوا أباه، وكأن كل النساء اللائي قتلن كن أمه، وكأن كل الفتيات اللواتي قُتلن كن أخته، وكأن كل الصغار الذي قُتلوا كانوا عياله، وبقلبه وحده حزنٌ على هؤلاء جميعا، مأتم كبير، وبحثٌ مضنٍ عن أعظم طريقةٍ للثأر تشفي وجعه.
لم أتخيله إلا عبدًا باكيا، يقوم بالليل حتى تخور قدماه وتنهد قواه، وتذرف عينه حتى تغرق لحيته وسجادته، ويقسم على الله بأن يعينه فلا يقوم إلا وقد ضمن عند الله بر القسم، ويمضي في وحدته مستوحشا الدنيا، غريبًا عنها، لا تطيب له بأحوالها كلها، ولا يطمع منها سوى بأن تدمجه في ترابها، ولا يحنّ إلى شيءٍ منها سوى للطين، صديقه الأقدم والوحيد.
لم أتخيله إلا أبًا حنونا، به أبوةٌ فطرية كما تولد للنساء أمومة فطرية، يشعر بمسؤولية موسى تجاه اللتين سقى لهما ثم تولى إلى الظل، فكانت البلاد والأمة رعيته، سقى لهما من ربيع عمره، ومن شهد دمه، ومن عذب أنفاسه، ومن ماء طوفانه، ومن معين مآقيه، ثم تولى إلى الظل، يجيِّش من موسى آلافًا يسقون ويتولون إلى الظل، في أمة واقفة على البئر، عطشى، لا تفتقد الماء بقدر ما تفتد الساقي الشهم.
لم أتخيله إلا عابرًا غريبًا، ضيفًا حيِّيًا، وطيفًا خفيًّا، يكرم مستضيفه، ويجير المستنجد به، ويمشي بتؤدة الضعيف وعزة القويّ، ما ضره أن يجهل الناس وجهه، وما يشقيه سوى أن يهتف الناس باسمه، وهو لا يريد أكثر من حياةٍ مجهولةٍ -يعلمها الله- بين ظلِّين.
الحمد لله رب العالمين، نسأل الله أن يرحم الشهداء ويشفي الجرحى،ويفك قيد المعتقلين، وأن يعم الأمن والأمان بلادنا وأن يلتم شمل شعبنا على خير وأن يجزي الله شعبنا بما صبروا كما وعد سبحانه {وَجَزَاهُم بِمَا صَبَرُوا جَنَّةً وَحَرِيرًا } جزى الله أهل غزة الصابرون الصامدون كل خير.
That AIPAC purchased the seats of about 90% or more of our current congress. JFK famously wanted them registered as a foreign agent right before he was shot and thus they changed their name and never registered. Why are we letting a foreign lobby buy off our congress?
That Israel was obviously the state sponsor of Jefrey Epstein, whose handler was Ehud Barak, ex head of Israeli military intelligence, his funding was Les Wexner one of the worlds richest Zionist 'philanthropists' and he was accused by ex Mossad assets of being Mossad. Not to mention the Maxwell connection. (They had blackmail on Clinton, and many, many more.) He who holds the blackmail holds the leash- just ask J. Edgar Hoover.
That Israel is the only nation who has a defacto sanctioned, yet actually secret and unsanctioned nuclear program. A program that they stole from the United States- look into the Apollo affair, NUMEC, the Dimona nuclear facility.
That jews, muslims, and christians lived side by side in peace in Palestine before the Rothschilds purchased the country from Britain during WW1 (see the Balfour declaration) and began their colonial program.
That the groups that founded Israel, Lehi, Irgun, and Hagannah, were declared terrorist organizations by Israel itself because their tactics were so deplorable (bombing British and Palestinian civilians) yet these three 'paramilitary' groups rebranded to form the IDF and their leadership became the leadership of Israel for the following thirty plus years.
That Israel is a foreign nation halfway across the world that has no business receiving my tax dollars. Why are we sending them billions of dollars of our tax money while our country burns, is overrun by illegal immigration, etc?
We are told Israel is our 'greatest ally' so why would they have had a massive spy network targeting US government agencies leading up to sep 11, 2001 - see the Israeli art students DEA report for copious evidence of Israeli surveillance all across the continental US. This is an official government report that cites hundreds of incidents of observed Israeli surveillance teams documented by US government agents all across the continental US.
And we still have received 0 answers why there were numerous fake Israeli moving companies positioned all across the eastern seaboard leading into September 11, 2001 and we have multiple eye witness reports, as well as hard photographic evidence that they knew the attacks were coming at least a day before they did and that they were positioned at a vantage point to photograph the attack up to a half hour before the first plane hit.
Never got any answers- but you can read the official FBI reports about the incident. I've broken them down live on X before.
That's just a small list of some of the best documented reasons why I, as an American, dont want Israel receiving any of my tax dollars.
And I didn't even mention my obvious objections to the collective punishment, mass surveillance, forced starvation, bombing of refugee camps, brutal murdering of women and children that's been going on in Gaza and the West Bank for years, decades- which you can watch in graphic detail right here on X.
And that's not to mention that somehow we let congress pass laws outlawing 'antisemitic' speech, despite our own first amendment. And we have anti-boycott legislation in multiple states, despite the fact that it's perfectly legal to boycott American companies... just not Israeli ones.
Every content creator knows the fastest way to get demonetized, banned, and slandered is to be critical of Israel. I figured you would have realized this too after what they did to you and tried to do to X last year.