Lagi di fase lose spark. nggak sedih-sedih amat, tapi bahagia juga nggak. nggak ada yang salah, tapi nggak ada yang bikin excited juga. bangun, jalanin hari, tidur, terus besoknya ngulang hal yang sama. everything just feels flat, even the things I used to enjoy.
“nanti kalo udah sembuh, jatuh cinta lagi ya.”
i will. i still want to love someone, and i still want to be loved.
i just want it to feel different this time. lebih tenang, lebih dewasa, lebih mutual, dan tanpa harus kehilangan diri sendiri di dalamnya.
so yes, i’ll fall in love again.
hopefully, with someone who makes love feel safe, not something i have to survive.
Dont take your parents’ health for granted guys beneran deh selagi ada selagi sehat, ajakin jalan-jalan, bawa ke tempat makan enak, beliin apa yg mereka mau. Waktu buat mereka tuh mahal banget, its SO precious that you need to appreciate more and enjoy it while it lasts🥹🩷
guys, cuma mau ngingetin kalo allah itu lebih besar dari segala kekhawatiran yang lagi numpuk di kepala kita
whatever’s been sitting heavy on your mind is still smaller than that.