thinking about the public library. i fucking love the public library. you can just go there and they don’t even want your money and they let u read books like. for free. fucking love it there.
hate my stupid sensitive overthinking ruminating fearful anxious clingy needy brain like Why does any Tiny shift in someone’s tone or response to me = i am in trouble + they are mad at me + they hate me + they think im stupid & weird & unlikable & will abandon me & i am GONNA DIE