OMG GUYS!! I just released my first video on youtube!!! https://t.co/UBw307X39k please go check it out and give it a like and comment 😄 I'm so excited for this new experience 🥰
Is that being selfish? Probably. But that’s what I hope. Of course I would make them happy if they feel sad, but that’s not the point. The point is for me to have someone who will truly like me with all my dark feelings and help me feel better.
I’m not sure if anyone can relate to this, but I’ll say it anyway. I’m the kind of person who wants to see everyone smile and is happy making them smile, specially close people, even if on the inside I don’t feel like smiling…
However, when I’m looking for my other half, I don’t want to make them smile. I want them to make me smile. I want at least one person in my life to be able to read me, to read my thoughts and know what I’m feeling even if I don’t say anything and make me feel better…
Happy birthday to my forever love @Louis_Tomlinson 💜 can’t imagine my world without you in it and I really do appreciate you. I know life has not been easy lately, but I hope you know how many people love you and are here for you 🥰
Now that I am living my love fairytale story, I feel so unsure about everything… I just have no idea if I’m doing it right or wrong. But the bittersweet part about this is that the guy feels the same as I do, so I don’t feel as bad
Why do I have to feel the need of being productive on a week-end? I wish I could just stay in bed all day and just sleep but my mind is always thinking I need to do stuff and I hate it sometimes
I guess one of my biggest insecurities is that I’ve never had a boyfriend before. And not because I didn’t want to have one, but because the guys I’ve liked, hasn’t liked me back. It makes me feel like maybe I’m not pretty enough…
I’m still grateful for the opportunity. It’s good to know that I did good in all the interviews and exams I had to go through to get accepted. It helps me remind myself that I’m capable of everything, even of the things I thought I’m not capable of.
I also think that quitting my job right now wouldn’t look professional, and I feel like if I say yes to this program, it would also seem as though I’m running away from my problems…