to update anyone that cares i did in fact only get 1 hour of sleep from 7:30am-8:30am woke up worse and got told i have rhinovirus and im very contagious what tha hell, felt perfectly fine yesterday morning came out of nowhere
i deeply regret saying “i havent been sick in forever i kinda wish i was sick so i could have some time to rest” a week ago because hey!!! no resting is taking place i cant fucking breathe :D :D :D
i didnt mean to wish this upon myself
so the psychiatrist let me book that appointment after me mentioning three times that my therapist wanted me to get assessed for autism and ocd and told me he doesnt do that when i actually got to my appointment:D but im prescribed medication now at least!