the most thing i hate, and this **isnt** directed towards anyone
is when ppl try to get me to watch/play/do something they enjoy
i. just cant
it takes a long process to get me into something if im not already into it
you can say so many good things about it, show me clips
its like
"man i should rlly sleep rn ima sleep"
"yes go sleep"
"okay well now i dont want to"
yes its that stupid. but the feelings are real
and i communicate most of the time but sometimes i have moments where i dont know what to say or do bc no matter what i do they'll never
as someone who's not autistic and can read social cues and tone really well, I've never understood the issue. it's two characters at the end of a post. very easy to ignore if you don't need it. you don't even get spoiled or anything if you already got it. why are they like this?
it was out of my control
at first i just succumbed to jerking and twitching but as it got worse i no longer could stop twitching
my eyes were rapidly shutting
it felt like i had tics
when i called for my mom i could barely speak
i love how when i had a stress-induced seizure nobody fucking believed me
and said to look at other options first like ableist doctors saying u dont have *severe medical condition* u just have anxietyyy