Alyson

24 Ana/Mia vent account. DNI if you don't have an ED plz. CW:115 Hight:5ft3in.

[Alyson @AlysonJDevon]

#thinsp0 #bonespo

[Alyson @AlysonJDevon]

@PiListingNews 26

[fauna ⋆˚࿔ is recovering @lotsoffawn]

this video oh my god everyone needs to watch this

[Alyson @AlysonJDevon]

First week back to work after surgery, I’m so anxious. I feel like I’m gonna be sick. I’m full-blown panicking right now.

[springflingana @springflingana]

my whole body hurts but it’s okay cause the numbers keep going down

[⭐️nova @g1rlb1og]

LMFAOOOO

[Alyson @AlysonJDevon]

Recent surgery has put me in a bit of a spiral. Eating less and less, this is starting to feel like a relapse…
Some #th1nsp0

[Alyson @AlysonJDevon]

@Suzierizzo1 Pretty sure that’s cultural appropriation. How dare you tell someone they can’t speak in their first language.

[Alyson @AlysonJDevon]

@Sassafrass_84 A hero among legends.

[Alyson @AlysonJDevon]

3 years and 6 months since I purged and still I think about purging, how much easier it would be. How good it feels after. How much I miss it. And how much I miss being thin.

[em @thinchicbrat]

☆ mealspo: <350cal clean food

[Alyson @AlysonJDevon]

Cause if you do you'll never want to stop. Even if it's been 3 years. Even if you don't think about it for months, it'll pop back up. I just wonder how long? How long will I say no? How long will I stare at the toilet missing the high? How long till I give in?

[Alyson @AlysonJDevon]

Since my last purge. I guess it gets easier in some ways, like I don't see it as an option anymore. It's weird how I would be so quick to run to the bathroom the second something stressed me out. Now when I think about it all I think is I can't, I can't, cause it is dangerous..⬇️

[Alyson @AlysonJDevon]

And almost 3 years later and I miss the high, I miss the calm after the storm. Cause no matter what was wrong it took no more then 5 minutes for me to fix it all. The absolute bliss, its the only time it's quite. It was... If you take away anything from this, don't purge.

[Alyson @AlysonJDevon]

@bellapillled only 2 short nails and on those fingers. No bulimic 100%.

[Alyson @AlysonJDevon]

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[Alyson @AlysonJDevon]

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[Alyson @AlysonJDevon]

@99lbs__ Literally same.

[Alyson @AlysonJDevon]

@coffeeegoddess I’ve been pretty good actually!! Definitely missed you and some other friends on here. And yeah it’s been a really long time, too long. How are you doing? Hopefully good too. 🥰

[Alyson @AlysonJDevon]

Athena I’ve missed you. Hi.