ugh i my gf keeps showing old photos of us and i looked so skinny legit 6 months ago (when i was actually losing weight) and now ive gained it all back and even more. i hate my body so much its SO GROSS
my gf wants to go to the beach for new years with her friends and i need to be able to wear a bikini and not be a fkn whale by then. all of her friends are so skinny too
my current triggers are how big i look compared to my coworkers. i work at a small station, legit only 5 of us there and i am the biggest one (one of them is pregnant so she doesnt count). i NEED to lose weight before new years at LEAST.