I sort of want to try and recover, I can’t keep living like this. This fucking disorder is ruining my life, I want to try and eat healthy, start exercising, and stuff but I’ll probably just relapse after a week. Idk I wanna just live life I hate everything
I’m actually tweaking out I’m leaving to go to my friends house for the weekend in an hour andI CANT FIND MY LAXATIVE STASH ANYWHERE brooo my mom searches my room sometimes I’m done for 😭😭😭