โข What people call laziness is often a life filled with scattered attention and constant interruption.
โข The strongest routines remove hesitation, leaving action as the only natural response.
โข A different future doesn't arrive through excitement. It grows from the standards you refuse to lower.
Was seeing a man like this. He never brought it up once until I pressed him.
We were together constantly, and I genuinely thought I was lowering his grades because I never saw him study. Not even once.
He biked away and got the highest score in College Physics IV despite being the youngest. He came back to my place. And started complaining once saying โit shouldnโt be like thisโ and said it was too simple. Not in a snobby way. But that he felt like it was cheating with how simple it felt.
He later got multiple Big Tech offers after arguing with interviewers because he thought they were wrong โฆ and then proving it. He turned the offers down because he thought heโd be bored.
I asked him what it was like to just get things. And very carefully and quietly he said โitโs lonely.โ He was trying not to sound like a snob. Thatโs why he never talked about it. Even with me when all we would do was talk 24/7.
One thing I noticed was that he genuinely enjoyed being around ordinary people. Our conversations werenโt about proving who was smartest. They were just conversations.
June will be better,
Even without her,
Trying to get over,
But U stuck in my head o dear,
God help my mind to be clear,
I'll find my cure,
I'll find the one for sure,
But by then there'll some tear,
Cause she's my first lover,
Its so hard but,
June will be better.
Amar 4.6.24