A slight rant not that I am in any position to. I should be grateful. Others are much worse off. Anyway...
Chase me during my leave and overseas, it's ok. Teammates don't help, it's ok. After coming back, nobody bothers to keep you up to date. It's ok.
Ok rant over. Not that the job is difficult. And others have it way worse. At least I have a job. It's funny to think that my previous job I can't wait to leave is much better than my new place. Anyway, I usually don't bother but just thought to spam/pen down my thoughts for fun.
Since either way you will be criticised and judged upon, why not just do whatever you love to do then? It doesn't really matter in the end, it only should matter, to you only (and then your loved ones if it should).