I want something so fucking good to happen to me that it changes the entire trajectory of my life for once. Just once. I’m tired of constantly having to survive, adjust, and hope for better. I want something to finally work out in my favor. JUST ONCE, GOTDAMN IT.
your mother is emotionally stunted, your father is emotionally absent and you’re a neurodivergent, hyper-vigilant insomniac who finds it hard to believe that anyone would choose to love them
IF YOU THINK PEOPLE WITH ADHD SMOKE WEED JUST TO “GET HIGH” - YOU HAVE NEVER EXPERIENCED A BRAIN THAT NEVER SHUTS THE FUCK UP, HAS 147 DIFFERENT TABS OPEN, 3 SONGS PLAYING SIMULTANEOUSLY, CREATING 4 NEW BUSINESS IDEAS BEFORE NOON, AND STILL SOMEHOW FORGETTING WHY WE WALKED INTO THE KITCHEN.
SOME OF US AREN”T TRYING TO “GET HIGH” - WE’RE SIMPLY TRYING TO TURN THE VOLUME DOWN.
currently thinking about how Sam doesn't initiate most of the hugs but when he does, he crashes into Dean's arms so hard that it catches him off guard 😭 my baby loves his brother so much I'm gonna cry 😭
Jensen: Getting back on a set together it seemed natural..
Antony: It seemed..
Jensen: Don't say it. Don't.
Antony: natural, as opposed to supernatural.
Jensen is like "Oh God.. not you too, Antony" 🤣
I actually feel that Antony & Jared are very similar to each other 😂🥰
nobody talks about how people who grew up in broken and dysfunctional homes don’t have big dreams. they only dream of having a home no one can take away and a person who won’t abandon them