ruxi aka amber

♡ sweetspo ♡ || sw: 167 - cw: 166lbs ew || old weight: 110-120 and trying to get back to it! || tfw you get med infusions and get an appetite + gain weight 😔

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

Made a cinnamon apple recipe that’s really sweet to satisfy cravings and is only 52-62 calories! If you want to double the recipe, I recommend microwaving for 5 minutes!

#ed #EDtwt #proanatwt #proana #thinspo #sweetspo

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

Don’t forget, whether you gain 100lb or 250lb, your ed is VALID!! ♡ #edtwt

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

Ayyy guess who feel out of recovery and is back in their Ed? Yup, this bitch. I also gained back all the weight I loss so I’m at 166 again 😩 #edtwt

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

@nocalsforAl @benzodreamies You and me both 😩

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

#edtwt

[isa @wyounglvr]

" being fatphobic is apart of the disorder " okay but choosing to publicly shame someone is not .

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

This is how I looked like last year. Why can’t I look like this now 😭 now when I wear lost waisted pants, my fat overflows

#edtwt

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

That “meanspo” is so fucked. Recovery should be encouraged at all times.

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

@MyED2001 Welcome back!!! We missed you too! ♡

[Bee 🐝 @about2kmsrq]

I fucking hate men

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

Damn there’s a war going on between proana and fatspo 😳
#Edtwt

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

@SKELL1E Me too, queen, me too 😩

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

I’m now 157.2! 10 pounds have been lost! 🥳
#EDtwt

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

@iNomNatsuki I can completely relate! I have H cup titties and they weigh about 15 pounds total and I’m like can I just cut off my titties and be 15 pounds lighter please to make me have a good BMI 🙏

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

I never knew I needed this so much 😩

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

Tfw your family forgot to hide the cupcakes so you eat one because you’re really craving it but now your whole meal plan is fucked and you have to adjust to having nothing the rest of the day 😩
#edtwt

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

Guys something weird happened. So I’ve been binging like 1,200-1,600 calories for over the past week and I was sure I gained weight but I think I accidentally recovered and my metabolism went back to normal because I’m only .5lbs heavier than before I started binging? 😳

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

@sk1nnyth0ughts The only thing is I can’t sleep without my meds and if I take more than usual, I’ll probably have a mild overdose 😔 I’ll try this though maybe with some weed!

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

Guys help, I’m stuck on a loop where I see the number on the scale go up, so I emotionally eat and have a binge, and the number goes higher, so I eat again, and it just repeats 😭 I’ve been stuck in this loop for over a week and I keep gaining and dunno how to get back on track😭

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

Binger Ruxi’s solution to having unhealthy and tempting food in the house: eating it. ALL of it. In a single day.

#edtwt #ed

[ruxi aka amber @amber35024655]

Here’s a 214 calorie grilled cheese recipe! Most grilled cheeses are 400-500 calories so here’s a low cal one!

#ed #edtwt #ricecaketwt #edtwtbakingparty #thinspo #sweetspo