im FOREVERRRRRRRR praying that i get my fairytale ending.. the dream career. the financial freedom. the friends. the family. the peace. the love... just everything tht i truly & genuinely deserve
i struggle with forgiveness fr… like i’ll let stuff slide, keep it cool, act like i’m past it… but my mind don’t be letting me move on that easy. it start replaying everything outta nowhere and now i’m right back mad like it just happened. whole mood change, now i don’t even wanna be around you.
and it be hurting because i’m the type to ride hard for the people i love… my loyalty run deep, sometimes too deep. but it’s crazy how your own thoughts can keep you stuck, reliving the same pain instead of letting it go. whole time i’m just sitting there like… why would you even do me like that?
I respect a ngga that realize he gotta get his sht together cause he truly don’t wanna lose his bitch... not a ngga that get sneakier and do the same sht. That’s pathetic
My final act of love is removing myself from your life so you can lust over random women without me standing in your way. Hope that’s better than having someone love you on the daily.
Nothing ruins a relationship faster than watching your partner show up for everyone else in ways they never show up for you. It proves they have the capacity but not the desire to do it for you.
I struggle with forgiveness, for real. I’ll let things slide and act cool for a while, but then my mind starts replaying everything. Before I know it, I’m mad all over again and don’t even wanna be around you. It hurts, ‘cause I’m the type to ride hard for the people I love. My loyalty runs deep, sometimes too deep. But it’s crazy how your own thoughts can keep you stuck, replaying the pain instead of releasing it. And the whole time, I’m just sitting there thinking, “Why would you even do me like that?
everybody wants to be toxic so bad, and i’m over here trying to unlearn every toxic trait in me. i don't wanna argue, i don't want to be disrespectful, act cold, match energy, or question love. i want to be gentle, accountable, emotionally intelligent, and supportive. i literally crave a soft peaceful life.
"Did you two talk it out?"
We didnt. But the way he choose pride over fixing it, silence over reassurance, and ego over effort that was the conversation.