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Feeling this look 💕💐💛 thanks to the @jamescharles palette 😍 #makeupartist

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I think my ice coffee is giving me a stomach ache, I’m going to finish it anyways

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I want pink crocs

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Day 3 of learning to have more self discipline 💪🏽... 1 month til my birthday let’s see what we can change in a month!!

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But on the other hand my eczema is doing phenomenal and I have my second session for my tattoo on Wednesday

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I wanna be skinny but I love food and have no motivation to exercise. And I’m mentally unstable so that doesn’t help 😂

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So I just realized I had two glasses of wine last night and it was my first time drinking alcohol in 2021.. I feel like a weirdo for being 23 and not enjoying alcohol

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Okay I know my job can be hard sometimes but I’m thankful for it today cause the kids just want to sit outside in the sun and listen to music ❤️

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I get so bored sitting on 1:1’s at work.

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I hate working evening shifts cause I swear I wake up so anxious cause I’m rushing to get everything done before I have to go to work.

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I can’t remember the last time I cooked and didn’t either cut or burn myself on the stove . Fuck being an adult

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@DalEmbick Wow I love you

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Pros and cons to starting anxiety meds this past July..

Pro: I am a lot less anxious, and I don’t have panic attacks daily

Cons: I’ve gained 15lbs since starting it
It makes me crazy tired
Adderall still doesn’t wake me up.
(Prescribed)

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@mandy01970 I love you

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Just because I’m goofy, doesn’t mean that I’m dumb.. I’m so fucking sick of being dealt the stupid card just because I like being goofy and having fun..

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My anxiety is so bad. FUCK

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Found and ice cream cone upside down in the crack of the couch this morning where my dad sits.. and ice cream melted out on the counter.. this sleepwalking shit has got to stop....The only reason we know it was him was because he woke up with ice cream all over his shirt 😂😂

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@Courtney_Remson DO ITTTT!

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Ima need a fucking drink tonight... or 10

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@wooitscaroline I want to get my masters in social work

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If anyone can help me figure out what I need to do and how to go to college, I’d appreciate it. I don’t know the first thing to do or even start any kind of process and I’m scared af. But I finally know what I want to do with my life