falldownhard ♚

only memories last forever ∞

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

Act like you trust people but don't

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

being inside my head is so fucking exhausting, one minute i’m fine the next i’m suicidal the next i’m angry the next i’m upset and destroying myself. i make no sense, i wish i wasn’t so sensitive, i wish i was normal, i’m so sick of not being able to control my emotions

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

Back to where I started..

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

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أنا عايز أرجع زي ما كُنت، في الأول خالص !

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[rahm @rahmsalama]

yes, i am a mess, but i will love you with everything i have

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

or a friend laughing with their bestfriend, I realize that even though i like being alone, i don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who wont run away.

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

I like drinking coffee alone and reading alone. I like driving alone and walking home alone. It gives me time to think and set my mind free. I like eating alone and listening to music alone. But when i see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover,

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

i notice everything but i act stupid

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

If I write what I feel, it’s to reduce the fever of feeling.

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

I came to a point where I needed solitude and just stop the machine of thinking and enjoying what they call living, I just wanted to lie in the grass and look at the clouds.

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

Overthinking does kill your happiness

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

I want to delete all my social medias and disappear but then i’ll be bored

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

I spent my entire life trying to avoid reality.

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

Something inside me had dropped away, and nothing came in to fill the cavern.

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

And how does not one single person notice that I’m not okay?

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

It’s not a trust issue thing, it’s about that literally no one can ever be trustable these days..

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

لما حد يشتكي من الإكتئاب و أقعد أنصحه بحس إن عقلي بيبصلي من فوق لتحت اللي هو “ !.Look who is talking ” .!

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

I’m my own ghost, hunting the memories i love the most.

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

و خايفه دى تكون نهايه محاولاتى..

[falldownhard ♚ @ameeallam]

الحزن على النفس ابشع من الحزن على الاخرين