amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖

23 ! ♡ ! bpdHD ! ☆ ! i hurt myself here !

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

can i just repost this rvery day

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

patrickkk your niche ability to do things so stupid you make even the people closest to you upset at you is showinggg

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

dude

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

getting ghosted atp is just so expected i move on so much faster than i even want to

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

valorant plus cutting call that double self harm

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

i know i dont deserve to be cared about but no matter how much i tell myself that i still want it badly enough that i get so frustrated when i dont get it

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh.

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

realizing nothing will ever be right for me because im not right for anything

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

patrickkk your niche ability to do things so stupid you make even the people closest to you upset at you is showinggg

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

is this still a safe space i feel like ive been infiltrated

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

man now its just weird

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

(i did )

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

did someone order a relaxing night at the park

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

genuinely just like 15-20 more pounds n i think maybe ill be satisfied

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

IM FINALLY OFFICIALLY UNDERWEIGHT GODDDDYESSSS I FEEL LLIKE IVE FINALLY REACHED THE STARTING LINE

[𝐿𝒾𝓃𝒶୨ৎ @m3l0xdyy]

How I feel when I wear something and my scars are visible

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

ate a bunch on monday so planned not to eat again till friday but now i have friends i rarely get to see that wanna come over n eat tonight </3

[saz @emorollll]

actually i do want to my harm myself and others

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

the worst part about being so fucking tall is that even when im underweight the number is still fucking huge

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

my arm stings like hell this morning crazy concept guys

[amethyst .⋆♱⃓.✦ ݁˖ @amethyst_cutz]

done w this n now going to sleep forevr n never talk to anyone again im so fucking pissed im so hurt im so im so im soUGHHHHbjust fucking leave me alone forever genuinely i dont wanna talk to anyone ever again