God is very intentional. Nothing about your life is random. Not the delays, not the detours, not even the waiting. He knows exactly what He's doing. Please learn to trust him more this year.
Marry me so I can film you doing regular everyday shit and I'll edit little movies of our lives so you can see how beautiful you are to the rest of the world.
This year stretched me in ways I never expected.
There were nights I went to bed in tears, wondering if God still saw me. And yet, there were days filled with laughter, days when I felt deeply loved by Him.
2025 was a pruning year. A year where God refined me and molded me.
I’ve come to the conclusion that there is no version of yourself you can present to the world that will protect you from criticism, so just do what you have to do.
The key is cultivating a mindset where life is viewed as a vast landscape of experiences rather than a series of singular, defining moments. Life is bigger than any one person or experience and the moment you stop confining yourself to a single story, you open space for growth
and the way it demands to be felt too. you can never quietly resent a thing, it pushes through you until it shows up in how you speak, how you move and how you react to things. resentment always announces itself before you can fully understand what it is you’re actually feeling.
I genuinely believe that God brings the right things together at the right time. You don’t have to rush, force, or stress yourself into a blessing. He knows what ,when and how you need it, What’s meant for you will show up in a way that proves His hand was on it the whole time.
I pride myself on being a bitch who simply will not let things go. I am not a nonchalant woman. I am impassioned, intense and demand respect. And there are some things, many things, that I will not let lie and not pass easily. A lot in life necessitates deliberate confrontation.
One thing about God: He’ll let the scene play out. He’ll let them mock, lie, and gossip. Then He’ll bless you in a way that makes them choke on their own words. “Vengeance is mine; I will repay, says the Lord” (Romans 12:19). Be still and let God fight your battles.