ams 𝜗𝜚 || edtwt 🧁

17 ! || 𑣲 strawberries cherries and an angel’s kiss in spring

[ams 𝜗𝜚 || edtwt 🧁 @amiiswl]

⋆˚࿔ #edtwt intro !! 🍰
restarting this account lolol

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09 || ⋆˙⟡ gbmi: 14-16, 170cm
⊹ ࣪ ˖ looking for moots .ᐟ.ᐟ

[ams 𝜗𝜚 || edtwt 🧁 @amiiswl]

HELLOOO why am i suspended

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wait why do my legs look kinda small here omg it’s either the fact im wearing huge clothes or the reflection is warped in my window

[ams 𝜗𝜚 || edtwt 🧁 @amiiswl]

i’m crying what is edtt even about

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seeing my distant family again after 5 months i’m gonna kms im still so fat

[ams 𝜗𝜚 || edtwt 🧁 @amiiswl]

i wish my starting weight was like bmi 19s and not mid 20s because i would look sm tinnier with the weight i lost

[ams 𝜗𝜚 || edtwt 🧁 @amiiswl]

ice cream used to be a fear food but the little ones aimed at kids are only like 55-60 cals each wait i’m happy

[ams 𝜗𝜚 || edtwt 🧁 @amiiswl]

@lu2uuv i’m terrified of ordering diet drinks at restaurants. like what if my diet coke is just regular coke because they forgot or just didn’t gaf. i can’t taste the difference between the two so i would never know.

[ams 𝜗𝜚 || edtwt 🧁 @amiiswl]

@yipppppee i agree. i felt worse in forced recovery than the whole of my ED. i was so suicidal, i was not ready to recover and i know you technically can never feel ‘ready’ but im scared of recovering now because of how forced recovery treated me

[ams 𝜗𝜚 || edtwt 🧁 @amiiswl]

wait why is everyone getting skinny stop

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@lxve2diet @Hungrymimilo it is - there’s pictures of her which weren’t taken by her and her body looks different. it’s honestly so sad though, because she’s already so thin even without the editing :((

[ams 𝜗𝜚 || edtwt 🧁 @amiiswl]

@adoredbyamora you’re such goals pls don’t feel bad about yourself :cc

[ams 𝜗𝜚 || edtwt 🧁 @amiiswl]

@aryelleadas i went from a 38/36 to a 32. 5’7 for reference.

[ams 𝜗𝜚 || edtwt 🧁 @amiiswl]

binged today i wanna die

[ams 𝜗𝜚 || edtwt 🧁 @amiiswl]

relapsed into SH because my grades are slipping because of brain fog. I’ve been a straight A student my whole life I actually hate myself.

[ams 𝜗𝜚 || edtwt 🧁 @amiiswl]

@notpiggyspo g1s3lle

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seriously what do we think her bmi is ???

she’s GENUINELY my goal these pictures triggered me so bad 😓 i’d assume maybe 14s?

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@felixrosiesub yes

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@otterexic ME omg

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fatspo will NEVER work on me because the thought of someone feeling like i did due to people calling me chubby or fat at my hw makes me so unbelievably upset

[ams 𝜗𝜚 || edtwt 🧁 @amiiswl]

my parents know i have food problems but my other relatives either praise me or ask if i’m still healthy. but nobody else has said anything lol.

[ams 𝜗𝜚 || edtwt 🧁 @amiiswl]

nobody (apart from family) mentioned my weight loss in any kind of way. i lost 10kg in 2 months, and then like 5kg after that slowly and not a single person has said anything. is it not noticeable orrr do people feel awkward speaking up abt it??