belakangan ini selalu pesimis, gatau kenapa kaya tambah males, dan mikir kalo gamau lagi buat lanjutin ke kuliah. kaya gatau lagi mau apa, sesat lah pokoknya :(
i don't care how many people hate me about my love story, because basically, my family is like this. hate me. why does my mom have to feel like that? is it fair? r you actually here to take care of me?
why every time i meet someone new, and i'm with him, they don't want to have a serious relationship with me? am i not enough for them? isn't that very sad for me? poor daddy's son :(
i've been treated like this a few times, i've always waited too long to wait for what love comes into my life, but what? where? that's not real. am I the one who is thirsty for affection? thirsty for love?
i don't understand why, why am i always in this situation all the time? should i change my attitude to not always easily hope that once i meet a man who easily touches my heart?
being in love is supposed to bring you joy, so if it no longer makes you happy, let it go. you deserve to be loved with tenderness, without ever questioning your worth, just to receive the love you truly deserve.