Many night... I would ask myself, "what if this isn't for me?"
Then I would shake myself and remind myself of the work I put in already. I put in overnight on this craft and it was not going to someone else... I would endure, whatever pain or time required.
It's mine.
@I_Am_The_ICT@ashraf_nayem It is also written, 'No sign shall be given but that of Jonah. As he was three days and nights be in the belly of the fish, so shall the son of man... '
When I was young, I realized that everyone I knew rarely had meaningful memories or could remember most things in their life.
I saw the power in journaling, scrapbooking, taking photos and making recordings, even cassette tape, as a way of creating time capsules to allow me to always be able to return to that very moment and tap into the emotion and experience vividly.
Life passes by at a very quick pace and if you don't take time to capture the moments, you lose them forever.
What a waste of life that would be. Count the number of your days... how many sunrises can you experience?
Not nearly enough... I'd say.